(This is a post about me being jealous that some people have big families who are always surrounding each other in love and support...also I am venting a little bit about someone in particular...enjoy)
When it comes to family...
In a way it just isn’t fair. You don’t always get what you
deserve. Sometimes you don’t get what you need or yearn for. You just get what
you get. Those who have it cannot help but to take it for granted because they
have never known what it is like to lack.
It is unbelievable to me that my children have a “Grandmother”
who lives 15 minutes away and hasn’t seen the girls in over 2 years and has
never met her grandson. It is her loss, I know. But, it isn’t right. It just
isn’t.
They are wonderful and
they deserve to be treated like treasure.
Of course anyone (including various aunts and uncles) who
cannot see that just simply isn’t welcome into their lives. My two little ones
are oblivious to all of this right now.
Isn’t that a privilege
of the young, to be oblivious?
Although from time to time I do let this get me down, mostly
I stay positive. They do have my Mom who loves them and takes the time to spend
with them and makes them feel so special. They have their Pawpaw who spoils
them rotten. They have an Aunt who cherishes them and a few cousins who adore
them.
Doug and I will celebrate with them and cheer for them; we
will be their biggest fans! If we are the only ones present to witness their
accomplishments, to sit in the stands and yell their names then so be it. We
will just have to be that much louder. I am up for the challenge. I like to
think that we give them so much love every day that they will never be left
wanting.
The best thing I have given my children is each other. I
pray over them every day. I pray that they will have a strong bond. I pray they
will take care of each other and love each other.
I am thankful for friends who fill in the gaps. I am
thankful for our preschool where my kids are loved on by such wonderful people.
I am thankful to God, because in one way or another he ALWAYS provides.
"Behold,
children are a heritage from the Lord, the fruit of the
womb a reward. Like arrows in the hand of a warrior are the children of one's
youth. Blessed is the man who fills his quiver with them! He shall not be put
to shame when he speaks with his enemies in the gate ." Psalms 127:3-5
~Christi
Addison getting ready for her Spring Show at preschool.
Addison modeling an outfit at the TWU senior Fashion Show.
Addison and Parker snuggling after bedtime stories.